The thread of dejection

My name is Chandan Yadav. I am a loving son ,loving brother, Student and a writer .

The scrambles , the day I was born in a middle class family .

I was born on a cold winter night, when even time seemed to stand still, '1 may 2004' . I was born in a small town of Uttar Pradesh(U.P) named Mainpuri".it is a peaceful city. A boy with lots of dreams in his eyes .

My loved ones used to call me 'Chandu'.Even, I liked the name.

I was the First baby of my Parents. "Mrs.PRABHA YADAV AND MR.MANOJ YADAV".

 I do not remember much of my early childhood, but my mom said I was a very active, curious, and communicative child. I would ask dozens of questions each minute, even without waiting for the answers. I suppose this is why my parents offered me books to read and educational movies. 

I am 17 now.

        My Ups and down

Of course, I understand that life is not just a bed of roses, and challenges and hardships are an integral element of life. I tackled my first real problem on average 13-14. On "12 APRIL, 2015" Yes , I can say that was the worst day of my life.

The day I lost my mother is one I will never forget. I remember each and every moment of that day with such clarity that I couldn't erase it from my memory even if I tried.Although I've often been told that I look just like her, that's where our similarities end. I can only hope to be even half the person she was.

My mother meant the world to me and I am haunted by the thought that I perhaps never conveyed to her just how much I love her. I miss her every single day and I hope I could tell her that

From that day I started realising what life actually is " I started spending most of my time Alone, Even you know what I like the darker side of my life , instead of the brighter one".

From that day ,I started developing a little interest in writing .I used to write most of my work dedicated to my Mom.

Basically as usual just like any of us , I was more attached to My Mom instead of My Dad , Not me I think most of the boys are more attached to their Mothers. 

 I love to read books because it is the only way to escape from the Harsh reality o. It also makes me Realx and comfortable .

Now, I am a senior high school student at SUDITI GLOBAL ACADEMY, MAINPURI(U.P).I study hard to be able to stand up my own .And as A Biology student , My goal in life is to become a Doctor .

In my 17 years of existence in this world , I already experienced so many things from being a crying baby untill I entered to this age where I am no longer a child . I matured enough to have my own decision in my life but literally not independent for now .

  Even so I am still a child under the age of 17. I still have to experience the world ,learned from peoples ,gain more inside and live my life to no regret.

Let's see what the world has to offer,Shall be ..?

       "There are two great days in a person's life - the day we are born and the day we discover why?"

               - chandan